Born to Dream, Forced to Conform
In the whirlwind of college life, I often find myself at a crossroads, grappling with the tension between my creative aspirations and the pressure to choose a “practical” career path. As I navigate my studies and contemplate my future, the corporate world looms large, promising stability and security, but often feels like a cage that could stifle my creativity. This internal struggle—a tug-of-war between following my artistic passions and conforming to societal expectations—creates a profound sense of conflict within me.
For me, creativity is a lifeline. Whether I'm scribbling in my sketchbook, experimenting with writing, or immersing myself in music, these artistic pursuits offer a sense of purpose that makes the rigors of academia feel worthwhile. Yet, as graduation approaches, I often wrestle with the harsh reality that pursuing a career in the arts can feel like a daunting gamble. The pressure to select a more conventional path—one that promises a steady paycheck—can weigh heavily, leaving me torn between my dreams and the fear of financial instability.
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In this environment, it’s easy to feel suffocated by the structured routines and expectations that seem to define success. The relentless focus on grades and career prospects can overshadow the very passions that ignite one's spirit. I often catch myself suppressing my artistic side, worrying that it won’t be valued in a world that prioritizes efficiency and results. This creates a cycle of discontent, where the pursuit of a degree begins to overshadow the pursuit of fulfillment.
Moreover, the prevailing “hustle” mentality among my peers can be discouraging. It’s as if we’re all racing toward an undefined finish line, with creativity relegated to a hobby rather than a viable career option. I find myself wondering if I have to choose between a stable future and the artistic dreams that feel like they were woven into my very identity. The very environment that should inspire us can sometimes feel like a weight on our shoulders, leaving many of us longing for the freedom to explore our true passions.
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Despite these challenges, I’ve started to realize that it’s possible to carve out space for creativity, even as a student. Setting aside time for my artistic pursuits—whether it’s joining a club, attending workshops, or simply dedicating an afternoon to creating—allows me to reconnect with my passions. I’ve also found that engaging with fellow students who share similar interests can foster a sense of community and motivation. These connections remind me that I’m not alone in this struggle.
Flexibility is another vital component of my journey. Exploring freelance opportunities or internships in creative fields can provide valuable experience while still allowing me to keep my options open. Prioritizing self-care is essential, too; I’ve learned that nurturing my mental well-being is crucial for maintaining my creative energy. Whether it’s spending time in nature or finding inspiration in art, these moments recharge my spirit and remind me why I’m drawn to the arts in the first place.
Navigating the delicate balance between my creative aspirations and the pressures of career expectations is undoubtedly challenging. However, I’ve come to understand that pursuing my dreams doesn’t have to be an all-or-nothing endeavor. By actively seeking ways to integrate creativity into my life now, I can cultivate a sense of fulfillment that honors both my passions and my responsibilities as a student. Ultimately, the struggle between being “born to dream” and feeling “forced to conform” is a shared experience among my peers. Acknowledging this tension can lead to a more authentic, balanced life. As I embrace my creative journey while navigating the uncertainties of the future, I hold on to the hope that I can transform my path and reclaim the joy of dreaming.
Strike Out,
Orlando
Writer: Erika Ryan
Editors: Nina Rueda & Hollis Humphrey
Erika Ryan is a staff writer for Strike Magazine Orlando. She is a multifaceted creative with a passion for literature, art, and film photography. Erika's love for storytelling drives her ambition to become an author, blending her diverse interests into a unique artistic vision. You can reach her at erikarr5350@gmail.com or @erikarryan on Instagram!
